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Name: Oscar
Birthday: 1/4/1901


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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

I've moved my blog over to www.deafdc.com, @ their Blog Central site. I may write for xanga every now and then, but you can probably bet I'll post more over at DeafDC.com.

ciao!

*shutting door*


Thursday, June 09, 2005

i'm reading the poetry of robert bridges. i was walking back to my office after a meeting some time ago and noticed a gaggle of old, user-worn books in a corner with a crumpled piece of paper posted above them--on the paper, scrawled in block lettering (blue and red ink, i don't know why) were the words "FREE--TAKE ONE, TWO, OR ALL!" after sifting through these, i picked out two-- (since i dont have x premium, i can't italicize :( so i'll use quotation marks for the sake of convenience) " The Poetical Works of Robert Bridges" and "Racism and the Class Struggle: Further Pages from a Black Worker's Notebook" by James Boggs. anyhoo, from the poetry tome, wanted to share this with you.

Bridges' work is categorized in epics and shorter poems. this one is in shorter poems--and its title is an assigned number...

                                                9
                             My eyes for beauty pine,
                            My soul for Goddes grace:
                          No other care nor hope is mine;
                                To heaven I turn my face.

                          One splendour thence is shed
                          From all the stars above:
                       'Tis named when God's name is said,
                            'Tis Love, 'tis heavenly Love.

                            And every gentle heart,
                            That burns with true desire,
                         Is lit from eyes that mirror part
                             Of that celestial fire.

"9" talks about wanting to experience love, to draw from the energy that comes from within the bonds of desirous love.  is there such a thing as "desirous love"--a love in which we not only feel complete, but a deep sense of wanting, longing to be with that other person, knowing that the same celestial fire from the heavens is burning within our hearts, mirrored by our eyes when we look into one another's worlds? this is the sense of love at its most powerful, when we deconstruct it and look at its bare form. Love is that celestial fire.

also--i like the book itself--it was originally published in 1914 and has that musty smell, yellowed pages and creases along the spine with a faded maroon cover...i wonder through how many hands this book has passed before finally coming into mine, and the lives of those who touched this book--what were they like?

i'm thankful to be able to think. i can't begin to imagine what life would be without the thought process.

what say, or think, you?

*shutting door*


Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Currently Reading
The Ha-Ha : A Novel
By Dave King
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blogs have become the source of our daily information.  in this day and age, we lead fast-paced lives (some more so than others) and have time only to peek outside of our life's cubicle to check in with the world.  what are we coming to? are we really that tiresome to interact with one another in live and living color?

perhaps blogging is an alternate way to sifting through the mundane ambulations of superficial conversation...."hey! how's it been? how's things? work? school? life?" what sort of answer are we prompted to give, other than the usual "life's good. always good :)" (i know i'm guilty of this.)

i'll change gears--this way, through blogs, everyone learns something about everyone else. maybe it's actually an AID to our conversational topics? we've all been there--that universal moment of awkwardness, where all pleasantries have been exchanged and now what remains? ehh what do I say now? we rack our brains for witty one-liners or a long lost joke, maybe even a story of an embarassing moment long gone? blogs help clear the mind's clutter and provide guidance to our everyday conversation.

we're victims. victims of an epidemic--a technology-crazed epidemic.  in moods like this, i feel that we're losing a bit of our culture...our storied deaf culture--preservation of our native language. there's no way that ASL can be preserved through writing.

-- that kind food, question question, eyebrow up, stick green puff-puff top, me yuck, like not. like you? eyebrow half up, half down point finger out--me same same food favorite riceandbeans, knowknow?--

to someone else, this sounds broken. to us, it brings understanding, a smile on our faces when we share or interact with one another...BUT are blogs slowly eradicating the nuances of our deaf culture? we can't write verbatim what we sign for lack of semantical clarity.  or, are they helping us become better writers, better practitioners of the English language through simulation and exposure to writing and reading?

some more food for thought. any snacks?

*shutting door*


Thursday, April 07, 2005

hello everyone!

to all of you who posted xangamments (an edit on comments, heh) about my birthday and our friendship--thank you i truly appreciate it, and each of you has touched my life in one way, shape, form, or other (insert word here)! thank you!!

to SUPERCURLS--thank you for a divine evening last night--our conversations, dinner, and the surprise "birthday drink" that you conjured to get me to show up at R.F.D.-- now...revenge is sweet. *evil cackling*

to everyone who showed up last night, and those who couldn't make it--thanks :) I had a blast talking with all of you last night!!! hugs galore to y'all!

now, let us wish the venerable Mr. Pezzarossi a HAPPY BIRTHDAY--today's his day!  Nick: my deepest condolences on UL, once again. BUT BUT--HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! *winks*

have a wonderful day, y'all!! spring is definitely here!

*checking to make sure Jasindia's foot is safely OUT of the door *

*shutting door*



Wednesday, March 02, 2005

good morning, one and all  a vibrant return i make to each one of your lives after quite a hiatus...armed with another poem I wanted to share with you.

"Advice From the Experts" by Bill Knott...

I lay down in the empty street and parked

My feet against the gutter's curb while from

The building above a bunch of gawkers perched

along its ledges urged me don't, don't jump.

 

When I read this poem in  Poetry 180: A Turning Back to Poetry by Billy Collins, I caught myself half-smiling because it gave a different perspective on a suicide attempt...someone standing on a street curb--when actually, if you re-read, you'll see the narrator is lying on the road, with his feet perpendicular to the curb, looking up at the people who are looking down on him from above.  To me, this is mastery of the English language, and an explication of why words are the guides on the journey of our experiences.

What do you make of the poem? Share away

*shutting door*



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